Lately, people been asking me... 

Are u really that carefree? With no worries and stuff?

First of all, i dont see fit in telling people my problems.

secondly, i like to keep things to myself.

thirdly, even if i wanna say it out, i cant find the perfect candidate to do so.

get it?!

Seriously, i wonder when is the last time i truly place a smile on my face sincerely from the heart?
i lost track, guess its been quite long....

i sworn that i wont post all these stuff in my blog since the time i created it.. bt cant do it...

where else do i express all these other than here....

I rather blast till my ears cant hear anymore, 

i rather be blind that seeing u like this,

i hope that i can pretend everything is fine when its not....

seriously, don't think u'll know, and u'll never know... 

♥♥♥ Ask me why I keep on loving you when it's clear that you don't feel the same way for me... 

the problem is that as much as I can't force you to love me, I can't force myself to stop loving 

you. I'm fighting back emotions that I've never fought before, cause I'm not supposed to love 

you anymore. Someday later, I will find a miracle in my love life, and the last happiness will 

come, that is to love and be loved. And i hope its you. ♥♥♥

Perhaps it might not be the correct time.

Perhaps its just me all along.

Nevertheless, it will still be you.

I shall wait.

For now, we're still friends 

&

Im glad that we're still are!

ps: i realised its been exactly one month since we celebrated ur birthday. =)

Social Outcast

My housemates went back to their hometown,
leaving me alone with his car... fine.
I got wheels, but im alone.
555friends in my fb list... 
i knew 90%.
which makes bout 500 fella.
bout 50% is online.
which makes bout 250.
10% is in KL...
which makes bout 25.
and yet, no 1 replies...
tonight i shall dapao mamak it seems... 
o0o

I dunno wat to say

Target for this sem.

                                                                         1. Enter list

2. Rajin consultation. 

3. Finish all my tutorial.

4. Save more.

5. Put off weight.

6. Pull our distance back together. 

7. I think thats all for now..

P/s Missing you liao.... :(

TIme relativity

Have you wonder why time pass by accordingly to what your doing?

For example,

when your having fun, time flies~ Seriously

And,

When your studying, time just seems so hard to pass.

Correct me if i'm wrong

Well, this is what i think, after a long wonder.

Actually,

 when your having fun, time pass fast to remind you that your wasting your time

Not to say it's not good yea~ 

( all work and no play makes Jack Cheah, a dull boy )

But, it's like a reminder that its time to start working, 

Enough fun for the day. 

And, when your studying, time seems to decelerate.

Well, it like giving you more time to do so. 

More stuff learnt.

So, don't you always think that time slows down when your studying.

It's for the betterment.

Lastly, time don't really slows down, its all relativity.

You put your hand on a hot lady, 

an hour seems like a minute;

You put your hand on a hot pan,

 a minute seems like an hour.    

Missing..

Things i miss when im in KL
The followings are not in order of importance. 


1. Annoying Fruits
2. Nazi Zombies with BoS
3. Snooker
4. My car
5. My bed and items on the bed
6. Mom's cooking ( tho nt the bestest in the world, bt its still mom's cooking) and her nagging.
7. My air-cond room
8. Marlette's 
9. My ex 1311's housemates
10. Family


Living in a place without ur close frens, n regular items, u will realise that u din fully appreciate stuff in ur life before. Until, ur far from them..
=)

Untitled again

My new fav song for now.

Thx Yue pei to be my listener.

Really lotsa help n support u gave me ever since i know u.

Im blessed with a friend like you.

Today my life begins~

Btw, the question u ask me last time when ur in KL. I tell u in due time when i think the times right. ( i hope so gua)...

 And u (LiXiang) too. if ur reading this. 

cheers and take care to u girls. =)

signing off.

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Yesterday's Experience is Sour.

well, its all bout looking forward, starting again,

failure is what that drives a person towards success.

like the chinese says, "Failure is the mom of all success" (direct translate)

having my class starting in bout a weeks time.

I will be enjoying myself to the max these days.=)

Hoping to make myself to the top of the ladder sumday.

Always i will, focus.

Vanilla twilight damn cun wey, tho its kinda old. 

crap, i said that i would post bout my apartment after i settle down. 

Too bad, i wont be able to do so these few days. =)

Honestly, kinda confused and lost on wat i should include in my room.

And im having some kinda big space on my right now.

Teehee~~!!!

Finally get to meet Yue Pei & Maine the other day, along with Yuiing's friends.

Eventually, i no longer needa mould at home. thx to you girls orh.

Ending that day with a blister on my toe. (Y)

Looking forward in meeting u all again~!

signing off~~

still listening to Vanilla Twilight. =)