Seriously, i wonder when is the last time i truly place a smile on my face sincerely from the heart?
i lost track, guess its been quite long....

i sworn that i wont post all these stuff in my blog since the time i created it.. bt cant do it...

where else do i express all these other than here....

I rather blast till my ears cant hear anymore, 

i rather be blind that seeing u like this,

i hope that i can pretend everything is fine when its not....

seriously, don't think u'll know, and u'll never know...